I woke up, and my mind was filled with thousand and one questions, as if I had been thinking about them while I was sleeping. Tears are controllable. That's for now.Do I always make stupid choices?Do I have what I want in mind? Are they correct?Should I even continue thinking about it?Just what the hell is fate...
Why am I always the one watching? I do nothing, but just keep watching. Chapter after chapter. Although watching is will not bring any harm, it's really a monotonous life. Am I being fooled? Or am I just hiding things from myself? There's no answer. I didn't expect it too. Just that it just happened. I really thought it ended. I thought it was nothing, just plainly another part of life. I was fated to be reminded and now I know I'm wrong about that thought.Do dreams, eventually become reality??
handwritten, 5/24/2007 03:58:00 PM.