Sunday, November 12, 2006
I'm going to be very sad for the following days, at least until Wednesday.
So as a warning first, I think I'm going to be pretty bad tempered and sucky attitude the next few days. Sorry in advance and bear with me.
I don't seem to be very into Microsoft Access. I'm hating it. I don't know how to get myself started. I'm really lost. I don't know how am I going to cope. I've a premonition that I'll not do well for the tests.
Guilt-ridden but still don't wanna work. I seriously don't know what shit I want. But one thing's for sure, I want holidays.
No matter how many times I say 'jiayou' or 'gambate' to myself, it's all empty words, falling on deaf ears.
I really wanna cry.. About almost everything- academics, friends, and what have you.
So as a warning first, I think I'm going to be pretty bad tempered and sucky attitude the next few days. Sorry in advance and bear with me.
I don't seem to be very into Microsoft Access. I'm hating it. I don't know how to get myself started. I'm really lost. I don't know how am I going to cope. I've a premonition that I'll not do well for the tests.
Guilt-ridden but still don't wanna work. I seriously don't know what shit I want. But one thing's for sure, I want holidays.
No matter how many times I say 'jiayou' or 'gambate' to myself, it's all empty words, falling on deaf ears.
Will someone just show me the way.. Guide me along, cos' I think I'm refusing to move on. I wish today stays. I know I'm escaping from reality. I'd rather live a life which is straight, with neither ups nor downs..
I really wanna cry.. About almost everything- academics, friends, and what have you.
handwritten, 11/12/2006 05:56:00 PM.
